The Disciple of Failure

The photograph header for this series on failure includes an icon I keep in my planner. It's an icon of Thomas, the doubter of doubters, with his too-long fingers stuck in the side-wound of Christ. "I won't believe," he said, "unless I feel the wounds."

Faith? Nah. Give me the evidence, man.

Christ gave him that evidence; he appeared in the upper room and invited Failing-Faithed Thomas to touch his sticky wounds. Thomas' did, and his response was simple and faithful--"My Lord and my God." It was a moment of fresh faith that sprung from the recognition of his failure, his doubt. The failure of his faith served as a sort of floor, a foundation for the construction of something more sturdy.

Thomas' failure was recorded in great detail in the Gospel of John and has survived these 2,000 years. (Thomas (or John, rather) showed us his work.) But the restoration that sprung from that failure was recorded, too. What's more, church history teaches us that Thomas was, perhaps, the first missionary to the East, that he died his own martyr's death for the faith. Could there be a more successful act of faith than dying a martyr's death?

I keep the icon of Doubting Thomas in my journal as a reminder of sorts. I take it out from time to time, look at the kneeling, placid-faced man recollecting his faith, and I remember the lesson of his life. [tweetherder text="Failure is not fatal if you have the courage to see it for what it is: an opportunity."]Failure is not fatal if you have the courage to see it for what it is--an opportunity for restoration.[/tweetherder]


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